Silly Mishelle

2007-01-09T21:30:00.000+08:00

i have moved.
http://meshellicious.livejournal.com
but, won't be deleting this blog.
can come back here for archives

2007-01-06T21:51:00.000+08:00

i was spring cleaning my table ytd night till one plus.
was half way done.
i found lots of birthday, christmas, new year, valentine day cards.
really heart warming.
found lots of old neoprints.
old love. old friendship.
haahahah.
i was looking at how skinny i was last time.
compared to now..
and i was so much lively and happier last time.
i digged out some gifts from that previous guy of my life.
hahaha, wonder why i still kept it.
i was thinking.
if we weren't together that time,
probably we are still friends now.
not acting like strangers.
don't even talk anymore.
we just stop knowing about each other's lives in a few minutes.
how sad to know that.
i only know over these two years, i had braced up myself.
i learn lots of stuff.
i know where i wanna walk to.
i know what kind of life i want for my future.
=)) and thanks to you.
you made me stronger.
no. i made myself stronger.

2007-01-06T01:26:00.000+08:00

i thot i had a good day out shopping today.
but it turned out super bad okie.
went orchard with cousin.
we roam around robinson, bought two bags.
one for mum and one for myself.
i chose damn long for my mum's, pretty waste of time.
and went far east to shop.
i swear every shops in far east sold almost the same thing.
quite bored with it. same kind of shoes, tops.
i bet everyone will be wearing the same during chinese new year.
so yucks right.
i saw this nice dress i like.
and it cost f. 40 bucks and i bought it.
guess what,
i happily walked out of the store, though it will be a good buy
and when my cousin pull me to bugis village .
I FOUND EXACTLY THE SAME DRESS FOR 17 BUCKS CHEAPER.
i feel so cheated la.
so pek chek now.
thats abit too much right.
17 bucks, not like 7 bucks.
17 bucks i need to work for more than 3 hours.
so upsetting, spoil mood.
and it never ended.
i went back home,
show mummy the bag i bought
SHE SAID SHE DONT LIKE.
another storm can.
i happen to think that it a very nice and elegant bag, same goes for my cousin.
and my mum said it look so auntie.
so hurting la.
you noe, i would rather spend it on myself if i know this will happen
and i don't even dare to show her the top i bought for her
i think she will just scream.
everything turned out so badly.
sick of it.
new year, whats with new year means msut get new clothe.s
waste of money, waste of time.
and most importantly, make me so upset.
hate it man.

2007-01-05T00:28:00.000+08:00

i passed my FINAL THEORY!
yay.
it wasn't easy i admit.
was comtemplating if i shuld book my practical test date now
but van told me it will be too early
since today is only my third or fourth lesson.
and hey, i mount the kerb today!
hahaahahahah.
so happie for that ah..
the car was slanted to the right side.
the left back wheels was on the kerb.
hahaahaha.
bloody fun. i din noe how i can do that.
under class 3 driving final assessment checklist
it will be an immediate failure.
tmd, this better not happen during the practical test.
or else, i can just say byebye to my driving license and say hello to counter 9 at cdc.
i got chops for two component today.
braking and gear shifting.
and i got the same instructor as i got the previous time.
and i dun like ah.
i wanna try out other instructors.
van told me her tester was NEO SIANG SIA
i laugh like hell lo..
hahahahaha
damnn funie
opps. sorrie. sorrie sorrie.
my next lesson is on tues.

tml is shopping day
retail therapy, never get sick of it. =))

2007-01-01T23:18:00.000+08:00

happie new year =))
year 2007 is here.
2006 was somehow a smooth year.
my 2006 new year resolution is to stay single the whole year
and i DID! YAY!
hahahahahaha.
lets see, my new year resolution for this yr shall be
- get my driving license *****
- i wanna learn korean language (craze of princess hours) ***
- maybe, not to stay single like yesterday? *
[ where 5* is the most important and 1* is the least ]
know why not to stay single? cos my mum keep asking me if i got a bf.
life is like that ah.
when mummy allows, i dun have any .
when she disallowed, i have plenty.
how ironic right.

i had a great day at van's earlier on.
buffet lunch plus meeting with the gals. =))
and i love everything my gfs got me from overseas.
i was tired from yesterday's party at expo.
it wasn't that fun than clubbing in a real club.
i expect better decoration and music.
but everyone was like quite dead yesterday. i am.
and luckily i got someone to drive me home,
without having to fight for cabs. hahahaha
back to van's
ya, i was so so tired i slept at 5 and woke up at 10 .
went over, had lunch, had massages in the OSIM massage chair.
everywhere was so lemon and pain.
i need more massages!!

and went marina square with my parents.
dead walking around, din buy any clothes.
and daddy bought a camera for us!
i wanted that sony T-10.
$599 bucks, white in colour.
now van got the black one, jinwei got the silver one.
AND I GOT THE WHITE ONE!
though i wanted the pink
hahahahahaha
cool right.

okie i am getting sleepy.
i still got my final theory to study.
though i know i will be lining up at the re booking of test dates line.
but still studying will let me fell less guilty i guess.
ITS A BRAND NEW START PPLE
Enjoy year 2007!

2006-12-28T22:26:00.001+08:00

finish watching princess hours.
nice fairytale story, that will never happen in real life?
chaffeur, marry a prince? nice dresess and hairstyle?
happily ever after ending?
hahahahhah.
okies, it only happen on screen .

back from malaysia.
grandpa is okie, still weak though.
everyone is fine.
my aunt stomach is bulging a little bit.
3 months plus.
and i enjoy touching her tummy.
little baby.
i spent most of the time in malaysia watching princess hours.
so oblivious to the surroundings, so into the show.
hahhaha.
now christmas is over, new year is here.
and i am going to be 19 soon, real soon.
=(( i dont wanna grow up.
that's impossible.
and i am now thinking of my new year resolution.
i fulfill my this year's, i suppose since its only 3 days left.

highly recommended- princess hours

2006-12-28T22:26:00.000+08:00

2006-12-17T22:53:00.000+08:00

heya!
i got a good news to share.
my aunt got a baby!
hehehehe...
its only 2 mths in her womb.
i am so excited. i will have a new cousin soon! =))
grandfather is okie after his operation.
god bless.
still, bless him with healthy life plsssss...
hahahaha.

work is less hectic this two days.
probably the people already went overseas.
no more 10 plus thousand sales.
no more crowds, no more long queues at cashier.
and i learn how to use the cashier.
hahahaa.
should i work on the new year?

2006-12-14T22:38:00.000+08:00

tests were over, phew.
went shopping to mango sales at marina den to town with my mates.
i was super tired due to the few hours of slp only previous nights.
but you know, retail therapy is more attractive than sleep.
this season mango sales was more of autumn clothes?
more of long sleeve, cardigan, jackets.
tml is another round with vanessa
comtemplating whether to buy a new bag- $49.90
new year is coming okie
pple, get ready ur new year clothes, not much time left.
you see, 7 more weeks to our study break, den its exams
and our long vacation, which is ard mid feb.
means new year.
before you cant get any nice and new clothes, grab now!

okie.
i overhead my dad talking to my uncle on the phone about my grandfather.
he is having a heart operation tml.
two of his ateries are blocked
one is 90% block.
doctor say if he doesnt go for operation, he might have heart attack in the future.
so my uncle immediately book a operation time for him tml 8 plus.
my heart drop when i overhead that.
i dont dare to ask anything.
my grandfather was so heathly.
he went for morning exercise everyday.
can even drive, go to the market.
i dun want anything to happen to him.
i really want the operation to be a success.
my grandparents took care of me since i was born.
the first grandchild they had.
i know they dote on me alot, though i forget abt it long ago.
but i still feel close to them.
that special closeness that exist though i only get to see them once or twice a yr now.
he shuld be 70 plus now.
and his and my grandma wedding anniversary is round the corner.
shuld be 50 yrs or more?
last few weeks my parents went back with my bros.
i stayed in singapore .
he stills remember to give me an hongbao for striking lottery that time.
and i dunno why out of the sudden he needs to go for operation.
worried, really worried.
god please, take away all illness from my grandparents.
i want them to live to a ripe long age.
they still need to witness and attend my wedding.
get to see their great grand child.
will you bless them with good and healthy lives?
and my grandfather's operation to be a success.
thank you.

i really hope he will be healthy after tml.

2006-11-29T23:46:00.000+08:00

i pass my basic theory! yea!!
hahahahaha.
eh, i nv really study lo.
i was damn scared while taking the test.
took 10 mins to finish it. fast right.
=)) but i still pass. hahah.
my advance will be on 4 jan.
first practical lesson on 5 dec.
its getting more n more exciting!!!

oh ya, i had a wonderful weekend.
fri - 4B chalet.
finally get to meet up with my secondary school frens.
miss them really really alot.
poker cards, endless phototakings.. a must in 4B
we watched a movie in the room all thanks to micah for his projector and lih kang for the movie.
cool right?
we get to project our movies on the wall of the room.
den we went looking thru all the photos we took during those days.
all the memories came back.
prom night, bbq, bdaes. =))
all were so sweet.
seriously miss those days.
so carefree, so without politics.
so much time, so little worries.
hahaha
stayed overnight and woke up sick sick sick.
damn tired too.
went home n slept till parents went malaysia and waited for my cousin to come.

sat night- MOS
i have to announced that clubbing is a very expensive exercise.
why expensive?
17 bucks cover fees before 1030, 1 free drink
25 bucks cover fees after 1030, 2 free drinks.
1 free drink of cos wont be enuf.
so there will be additional purchase of drinks.
one jug cost more than 40 bucks .
even after sharing it will still be expensive.
cab fees plus midnigt charges, cost a bomb.
why exercise?
all night long dancing cause you to perspire.
damn alot.
well, i did.
MOS songs arent nice.
only a few a few.
but the place is cool.
so many so many different rooms
retro, trance, pure, smoove damn alot la.
and pple there were sort of high till crazy.
and the place is super smoky.
quite enjoy la.
i wanna go zouk the next time round.
=))

thats all, i am tired.

2006-11-22T11:52:00.000+08:00

happie bdae, xiao ya.
opsss. hahhaahha.
we went celebrate baby's bdae ytd in town.
dinner at cine and heavy downpour.
arghhh. i hate it when the sun shone so bright in the morning
and in the next min, heavy downpour.
haaaa.
okie, back to the topic.
dinner at kfc okie.
2 piece chicken meal and a joke of the day.
next, to hong kong cafe for dessert.
i just love the red bean ice there!
hong kong cafe, I WLL BE BACK!

2006-11-21T00:07:00.000+08:00

i hate egoistic guy, seriously.
they just think what they think is right.
fucking hate them.

2006-11-15T11:04:00.000+08:00

oh ya, did i tell u i am going to learn driving??
hsahahhah.
i registered one week ago i think?
my BTT is on 29 nov.
and i tell u
driving is an expensive skill to learn
i just paid 200 plus for it!
and its only for registration , BTT and one practical lesson.
i an going to be broke soon.really soon.
i got lots of things to do right now.
fmgt project.
hrm elearning.
cma test on next tues.
is project by tml.
fucking hell.
i am so dead i guess.
and i got to work on thurs, fri, sat ,sun.
in DEEP SHIT.
i miss my frens.
chalet on 24 nov.
see ya guys there!

2006-11-13T23:00:00.000+08:00

last fri night rush to work after school.
i think vivo city is getting boring n boring la.
the shops there dunsuit our age somehow?
maybe like forever 21, topshops, all those we will step in.
the rest is like. i need tons of money to buy one item.
haahahah.
but i like the face shop n diva there!
thumbs up man.
and i remember i left work at 10
and there was this ship from i i dunno where.
some ang mo countries.
that sail to snigapore right at habour front
that is free for viewing inside.
me and my colleagues went up the ship
well, its too late, we din get to some places cos they are closed.
its my first time on a cruise ship okie!
haaha.
okie la, its will be ther etill 19 nov i think.
pple interested? go ! its free..
here's some photos for viewing...

this is one part of the ship.

the stairs up the ship.

this some dunno wad machine or wad la. remember the poseidon?

stariways..

the toilets in the ship.
kinda of lousy looking. hahahaha.

2006-11-08T14:07:00.000+08:00

I AM BACK!
hahahhhaha.
back from singapore to singapore.

i am gg to register driving, maybe today?
I CANT WAIT ANYMORE.
i hope by next yr June i will get my license.
den i can drive my dad's car to school! YAY!

went out with the gal ytd.
we finally met up after a long long time.
ate crystal jade.
and i bought a topshop cardigan
i like it!
retail theapy.
never enough of it, ever ever n ever.
and baby got a bf!!
hahahaha.
one after another ah...
all smiles =))

i got a project due next mon.
and a project due next next fri.
good luck to me.

2006-11-03T00:32:00.000+08:00

HR OR MARKETING
i am confused.
this determines my future route.
hmm.. maybe not.
cos i wanna go uni.
but, of cos who dont wanna make the right choice?

2006-10-20T22:40:00.000+08:00

someone, teach me how to woo a guy can?
i will be pleased to learn.
hahaaahhah.

2006-10-18T22:37:00.000+08:00

i feel that i am leading myself on.

2006-10-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

here is more of the photos.
.
..
...
pierre png and me =))

how about jesscia liu? our famous ruan mian mian

another shot with tay ping hui.

bonia's ambassador, michelle chia. she is pretty k.

another anbassador, joanne peh, but the photo is blur, i dunno why.

my uncle and jessica liu, he is cute right..

one happie family, hahaha.

another one with my neighbour.

errr, the boss son with his gf, erm, so gals......

well, cheers to you, cheers to the artistes, cheers to this fashion show.

my seniors and seniors.

he is the one working in taka shoe section.

the sales executive, isit how i call him?

its a once a yr thing okie
its only once a yr i get to attend this type of function.
hahahahahaha
bonia is gg get famous.

went to get a hair cut today.
and omg, i look like a nerd now.
with short fringe.
like a doll.
how am i suppose to face the world now!!
and forget abt it.
i went to the skin doctor today
and spend like 122 bucks on 7 products i think.
and my mum were like nagging n nagging on the way home.
...
my fault la now the pimples wanna grow.
i am beginning not to understand her anymore.

wadever.
i got better things to be happie of.
my photos with tay ping hui.
hahahahahaha
opps.

2006-10-16T01:24:00.000+08:00

his shoulders are broad, seriously gorgeous.

2006-10-16T00:47:00.000+08:00

okie lets see wad i did the past few days.
fri,
i went kickboxing with jinwei, peishan and van's mum.
and its hell man!
exercising for 1 plus to 2 hours - non stop.
u can guess how fierce it is.
skipping, push up, kickboxing, push up again, sit up, push ups again.
hey! its really burning of fats.
and my muscles seriously hurt like hell.
and i mean HELL.
we went vivo city after that.
it look class, but busy.
i dunno why.
lots of shops are not opened yet.
but den, the crowds are there!

my muscles are still aching.
my body is like dying soon.
arghh
bonia had a fashion show at taka today.
they invited artistes like joanne peh, michelle chia, pierre png, tay ping hui, jessica liu, bryan wong. =))
they are gorgeous man.
the show was very well done
and i am like some crazy fan of everyone, going ard asking for photos.
hahahahahahaha.
my mum too okie
we are one bunch of shua gus.
and i took lots!!
upload them when i got them!
u noe, if i got a bf for tay ping hui, i am willing to break my this yr resolution
his height, damn attractive
his build, argh, super nice.
hahahaha
and well, michelle chia n joanne peh become the ambassadors of BONIA.
and it means all yr round, they have to carry only BONIA handbags.
hahahah. feel quite sorrie for them though.
cos u noe, bonia.
but they can get all bags free.
thats a thumbs up wad.
cos their limited editions, are damn nice.
oh ya, frens, the boss's son brought his gf along.
hahahahaha
so, stop all ur wishful thinkings okie!!
=))

2006-10-05T00:05:00.000+08:00

[[edited]]

- piggyback me on the roads
- plays piano for me
- sing my favourite song to me
- smile and laugh at my silliness
- bring me out to duck tour
- stands up for me
- a bit 'da nan ren'
- look at me in that special way

that's who i want.

2006-10-02T23:35:00.000+08:00

send van off at the airport today.
she went vietnam-ing for 5 days.
hhahahaha.
she can starve there!! hahahahaha.
vietnam food, good luck vanessa..
her mum is nice enough to treat us for swensen breakfast
and drive us to parkway.=))
vanessa, ask ur mum if she needs another daughter, i am willing you noe..
oh yA! i took back my pathetic N70
after two months in nokia care.
but still cant use, so no use.
daddy say his fren can repair.
so well, lets see how good his fren is.
and guess wad, we went to eat sushi buffet at 3 plus
HAAHAHA
dieting, my arse.
hahaah
and i am going to learn KICKBOXING soon!!
with vanessa's mum.
i promise i wont give up halfway
i promise i will go
i promise promise promise.
like someone force me to promise like that.
hahaahaha
i am happie for myself.
so be happie for me too.
and i am happie just like this.
with my frens
=))

2006-09-27T23:05:00.000+08:00

life can be so unpredictable at times.
two days ago
i just quarrel with my parents
over small little stuffs
and i raised my voice at them
and they never realised their mistakes
its always me at fault for whatever happen.
my brother's result.
i watched singapore idol results show.
i going out often
they put all the shit onto me.
and i had to admit my mistake.
why dont they understand that the more they dont like us to do, they more we love to do it.
i know i sound rebellious
but think abt it
i haven been asking them for money for my expenses
except for my allowances, which isnt alot too.
hey, i help to clean the floor
and ended up saying i mopped the floor cos' i am gg out shopping.
like wtf.
so when i try to do things for them, they dont appreciate
and when i dont do, they nagged and scold.
thats what being the eldest have to do.
show a good example and get scolded for wadever that goes wrong even though its not your fault.

though i still talk to my parents now.
i feel even more distanced?
its hard talking to them.
cos i had to think before i talk
make me not very myself.
and this happen in my house.

my colleague asking me if i will conitune working after attachment
shuld i?

2006-09-22T22:18:00.000+08:00

i had talked to my partner in winter time about my past relationship.
i told her about this previous one i had.
where everyone scolded me stupid
everyone wonder why i can stand him.
i once left my friends for him.
but they din gave me up.
it cause a scar in my heart.
a phobia to these things.
and i guess i can never get over it.
it made me grow up alot and matured.

and all these single days.
i had this special galfren with me all along.
who never gave me up.
who is frequently there for me.
who know me inside out.
and understand me the best.
vanessa, i am grateful to have you by me.
=))

often, i just simply wanna have a day out with her.
but due to some other things, we can't
there's work, there's school, there's other frens to care about.
its been long since we ever really talk our hearts out.
i just want you to know that you can never be replaced.

2006-09-22T00:22:00.000+08:00

i went bugis with my cousin to sign her saving policy with my agent
she sign a 50 bucks per month i think.
and guess what, i spent 100 bucks on myself
tops - two
bottom- one
belt buckle - one
footwear- one

argh,
and i still never managed to get something for my face.
my face is getting from bad to worse
and my money is getting from less to less-er.
is that something to be angry or sad about.
haiz.

work is getting boring and boring.
its no life and no life anymore.
i am still hoping that money will drop from the sky just like that.
i am silly, aren't i.

2006-09-18T22:33:00.000+08:00

why are we gals so worried abt our figure?
the word - FAT
cos of you GUYS.
if it weren't for you all, we will not even go for the trouble to diet.
am i right.
in my grandparents days, guys prefer gals to be fat
so they have to be fat.
or else cannot get married
now in my days, guys like skinny gals.
so gals need to be slim.
or else no one will even look at you.

five words - its all cos of you guys.

2006-09-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

i feel so fattt now..
arghh.
why is it that the lesser i eat, the fatter i seem to be?
the healthier i eat, the more weight i seem to gain.
being a woman is just so so troublesome.
u need to care about ur weight, ur shape
ur face, the way u dress
the way u behave, u sit, stand, etc.
and still, man stands at a higher place than woman.

sigh..
tomorrow is back to hougang outlet.
you know i hate that place.
its a place that i can start staring into air for 9 hours.
cause, there ain't anything for me to do.
the people there will do the job.
i am like some transparent person to them.
fark.

2006-09-03T23:16:00.000+08:00

read it as at 2nd september, Saturday
(blog just dun update yesterday, so sorrie)

i finally completed one week of the eight weeks of my attachment
phew...
tiring okie. everyday paste sticker on the catalog.
hahahaha.okie.
next mon is at hougang mall.
visitors?
i think i will still prefer the head office.
let see how it goes..

just came back from k box-ing with my cousins.
fun i guess.
next week may be gg there again!?!
and we went to nydc for my dinner-supper.
and due to our ignorance, we order the dynamite pizza
and almost dieded on the hotness.
i cried for nothing.wadever.
den we were doing some stupid things
we were observing pple around us
especially one couple sitting face to face each other.
and 3/4 of the time, they were not talking
they were looking ard.
thats when my cousin said, ' die liao, sure break up de'.
hahahaha
he said until a period of time, couples just have nothing to talk anymore.
but i think they notice that we were looking at them la
the guy was quite cute though.
look abit like edison style.
i am not eye-ing on pple's boy okie! =)

i was working alone ytd.
and i clocked sales of $500 plus .
=))
thats quite alot for this period.
and today sales were quite good. 1000 plus.

and finally, i got a day off tomorrow.
been long since i last rest-ed.
and i came up with a new shopping list:
- one pair of shoes, from nike or converse
- another pair of cover shoes, from URS
- one pair of heels/ slip in
- one pair of jeans
- eye make up remover
- my pimples cream is running out
- same goes for my moisturer
- i think i need sunblock cream or sth
- polo tee from espirit
- some tops maybe? but that can wait til sch starts

see, that's the bad thing abt poly
u need new clothes every now and then.
i miss the time when i need to wear uniform everyday
i miss sec sch life.
when life is not so complicated like now.

2006-08-31T23:13:00.000+08:00

fourth day of attachment.
i finally went out of the counter to sell the products.
hahahaha.
its hard explaining cos i somehow memorised the product knowledge.
den, i need to rotate my brain abit.
but ya, i learn quite alot in terms of product knowledge there?
first time i am working in a place that i dunno anyone in the company.
not really used to it.
now everything in my mind is cashmere, wool, cotton gloves, down jacket, parka.
the list goes on okie..
hahahha

anyway, i am like a factory worker there.
i feel like la.
cos no customer, den i keep doing the catalog.
paste here n there.
wtf right.
hahahhaha
so they pay 600 month to do this shit
hahahahaha. that's quite little.
wad to do right, cheap labour
and everyday go home must do homework
i got 4 days of report
not done yet.
S
H
I
T
!
hahaahahha

i love kim sam soon that guy
hahahahah
any guy like that?
i will woo him! i swear.
=P

2006-08-26T13:08:00.000+08:00

exams are over!!
YAY!! =))
i just got a feeling that, this sem, i wont do as well
my exams are all cock up.
and its not really fair.
i was studying like hell.
urgh.
and the worst things is,
attachment is coming.
i have got no holidays
oh yes, best vacation.
and the pay sucks
get 600 bucks for just a month.
I AM A CHEAP LABOUR.
hhahah
whatever.

my mum is nagging and nagging like shit now.
fuck.

2006-08-15T13:48:00.000+08:00

happie birthday to me =))

2006-08-15T13:47:00.001+08:00

the second bouqet of roses i receive in my life.. =))

2006-08-15T13:47:00.000+08:00

the movie we watched .

2006-08-15T13:46:00.002+08:00

small eyes are meant to be friends..hahasa

2006-08-15T13:46:00.001+08:00

best of frens..

2006-08-15T13:46:00.000+08:00

leo babies..

2006-08-15T13:45:00.001+08:00

who is that guy over there..

2006-08-15T13:45:00.000+08:00

who

2006-08-15T13:44:00.001+08:00

me and my roses.

2006-08-15T13:44:00.000+08:00

the girl who send me roses. hahahahahahaha

2006-08-15T13:43:00.001+08:00

there.. my lovely girls..

2006-08-15T13:43:00.000+08:00

pei shan went off le. the 4 of us againnn..

2006-08-15T13:42:00.001+08:00

looks yummie right. i am only one yrs old.. hahhah

2006-08-15T13:42:00.000+08:00

blow the candle!

2006-08-15T13:41:00.000+08:00

my ice cream 'cake'

2006-08-14T01:46:00.000+08:00

happily eighteen!!
=))
finally, the age i have been waiting for these years
the age where i can start driving, smoking and drinking
but i'm an anti-smoker. hahahaha
went for dinner with my family and cousin earlier on.
its been long since we one family go out eat together le.
=D
i got lots of things to do when i m 18
get my license
go clubbing officially

i got lots and lots of birthday wishes!!!
but i am not going say it out
or else it wont come true.
=))
out of the gals tml!!

2006-08-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

first was bat kuk teh at bendemeer
den was durian at gelyang
and fireworks at kallang.
today was quite meaningful
but!
i din study at all.
CRAP.
my first paper starts on the 19th
and i still got mood to eat eat and see see.
hahahahaha
but cannot blame me too
my course is super dry now.
the modules are super sucky.
and disgusting
its all pure memorising
and i got five papers
so am i suppose to have five brains.
any donors?hahahahaa

2006-08-04T23:41:00.000+08:00

wad are good frens?

good frens greet you with a big smile when they see you.
good frens don't backstab you.
they don't look down on you.
they talk to you more than others.
they give you good advices instead of criticizing you.
they don't mind what you do, what you buy, who you really are.
they somehow know something is wrong with you, even when you haven seen each other for days.
they understand when you say 'i m busy'.
they trust you.
they don't keep things from you.
good frens love you for who you are.

are you one?

2006-08-03T01:59:00.000+08:00

i watched the channel 8 9pm show just now.
you know, how happie it is when there was this guy who cook for ur birthday, give you the most precious thing for him to you as a gift, who will be there no matter what happens.
ya, i know
it only happens in show.
be realistic.

handsome guys often have his weakness.
guys with stong points are normally not that handsome.

and ya, its only in shows that handsome guys are good
and good guys are handsome.

how sweet if the guy you like, give you a surprise on your birthday
thats what happen.
=))

i 'm feeling very tired.
but i want to continue chatting
save me!!

2006-08-02T00:10:00.000+08:00

went for third year modules breifing today
we only got four options to choose from now
since tourism and resort management is out
and it happens to be the most interesting module
well,
service management, entrepruenership, marketing, human resouce management
which one shuld i choose ?
i can take single pure module
and dual module whereby two of the above.
arghh
its irritating la.

nokia called today
my phone
cannot
be
repair!!!
WTH!
I HATE THEM!!

my precious phone.

2006-07-31T23:33:00.000+08:00

went town with sher after a no class school!
there wasnt class for EC and the teacher din inform us!
was abit angry, cos i could have slept at home!!
so in the end, we skip another tutorial.
a bunch of slackers

went town with sher thinking that she will wanna do her observation
and in the end, we ended up shopping!
hahahaha
she bought dunno wad thing la.
and i bought one polka dots hair band.
quite cute...

so i went toa payoh to look for ms tng after that.
we waited for her skin doctor to see her.
and went around hunting places to send my damn phone.
highest it could fetch is 400-500 bucks.
with a cute guy at the small little shop
hahahahahahah.
i will go back that
and there was this shop whereby he said my phone only worth 20-30 bucks
scared me like hell
the difference so big can.
i dunno to believe who la.
my ears are closed.
i told nokia i wanna repair my phone
so lets just see how it goes.
and they better repair till its functioning properly
so that i can sell it for that 400 bucks.
else, i cursed the brand close shop!
humph!!!
hahhaaha
i was just being abit mean.

channel 8 9pm show.
weixiang, that guy i like.
my type.
hahahahaha
oppsss
=))

2006-07-27T20:36:00.000+08:00

nokia finally called today
like finally.
and guess what.
i need to pay like 200 bucks to repair my phone
i m still hesistating.

well, two options
i can repair my phone, and sell it away and get a new phone.
but cos warranty is void, and they might be able to check that my phone is soaked in the toilet bowl before.
i'm afraid they might not accept my phone,
den i will have wasted 200 bucks.

second option
dun repair my phone, get a new phone.
den waste the stupid N70.

what should i do?
irritating!!

now i am thinking,
what phone shuld i get.

attachment is out
i got posted to some metersbowne singapore company.
its a china company la.
i dunno what i m suppose to do that.
its 5 mins bus ride frm home
i dunno if thats good or bad la.
haiya, lets see how it goes la.

everything dun seem to move on smoothly.

2006-07-26T22:34:00.000+08:00

nokia still haven call me yet!!
all i can say now is, i feel SO VEXED.
SO SO NO MOOD.

2006-07-25T13:49:00.000+08:00

argghhhh.
my phone just drop into the toilet bowl ytd.
its like shit now la.
i cant even on it.
its not working anymore
everyone ask me to use a hair dryer to blow it
but i blow it like one hr later.
i dont think it can be saved anymore.
the phone cost me more than 500 bucks with a plan
if i were the one paying it,
i wont even feel so sad.
but, its my dad who pays.
i haven used it for one mth
and i spoilt it.
and i gotta wait for 6 mths more before i can upgrade.
i feel so guilty
haiz..
i feel so sad.
the feeling is so shitty now.
its like losing a bf.
i wanna drill down the toilet now!!!

2006-07-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

my phone is dead.
all gone.

2006-07-23T00:05:00.000+08:00

newspaper collection 2 today.
everything was so messy.
manpower wasnt enough.
we had got a rival - boon lay sec collected ytd.
directly affecting our sales.
so much hard work, sweat
in the end, we only collected 1400 bucks.
ard half of collection 1
and we are aiming 2k.
to me, it wasnt a success.
i'm disappointed.

2006-07-21T00:20:00.000+08:00

a guy who dun smoke
dun drink
dun gamble
dun club
work hard
has talents
got the looks
has the capabilities

and ya, where to find!
grab him?

2006-07-18T21:42:00.000+08:00

i am abit sick and tired of sch already.
thinking of just stopping sch.
getting out of this damn poly
i dont have the strength to welcome any more rubbish coming out of sch.
at one point of time, everything is gg on so smoothly
another point of time, your life seems to be so rocky.
the compeitiveness in sch is driving everyone crazy.
so much so that it caused someone to change.
you never know what is right or wrong now.
who is playing wad roles now.
i hate it.

2006-07-18T11:50:00.000+08:00

dun always think that people who are nice on the surface,
are your good frens.
you will nv noe, they might be stabbing you behind ur back.
life is like that.
everyone will learn.

arghh
exams are round the corner.
just one month away.
mcdonald camping is going to start next week!
hahhaaha
and den i will have to say hello to my attachment for 2 months
i still dunno where i got posted to.
hope its not some McCAfe or sth.
bleah!

2006-07-17T09:26:00.000+08:00

sometimes, there are things inside me
whereby i cant say it out
i dunno how to tell it to you.
i wished i had the guts
but, whenever i start to talk to you
that special gut inside me just wear off.
each and everytime i feel like giving up
you make me feel there is a glimpse of hope
it hard to guess what u are thinking

i dun need a gal who understand me

but i need a gal who will go through life with me

why do u need to tell me.

though i noe the way you feel towards me

maybe i am over sensitive.

hahhaha

2006-07-17T02:31:00.000+08:00

i have a feeling,
that we will stop talking soon.

2006-07-10T02:55:00.000+08:00

i dun understand why certain people cant keep their mouth shut.
they need to advertise u ard.
wadever you say ,you do.
hello, is that a sign of jealousy and envy.
and people, sometimes, dun be too stupid
wadever pple say u believe le!

2006-07-09T22:50:00.000+08:00

i'm back!
okie, lets see what is going on these few days.
i'm just choing-ing my projects
its super irritating when all your projects are to be submitted on the same two days..

i went hard rock cafe for my first time ytd
and it was for project, how sad.even while u are tasting the food there
in ur mind, u have to think of how ot write your report.
hahaha
the mud pie there is nice.
and NGEE ANN STUDENTS PLS TAKE NOTE!!
you are entitled to a 25% discount in hard rock cafe if you present ur student card!
and thats quite alot.
our findings. thats all.
hahahahaha.

they went birken for a while
and i think i saw koo teng siang there.
he still has his baby face.
i was like looking at him like nobody business
and i think he got his gf beside him.
eh, i was only figuring out whether he is my primary sch fren okie!
abit of attracted to him only
hahaha..

well, i m off to my project again!
wsih me good luck!

2006-07-05T12:49:00.000+08:00

okie. germany had lost.
i noe what i am suppose to do.

2006-07-04T22:37:00.000+08:00

let germany determines two person fate.

2006-07-04T11:52:00.000+08:00

project is driving us crazy!!!
arghhhhh.
two days of slping at 4am.
sleep is definetely not enuf for me.
project is just part of the reason la..

well, my cousin has found her guy.
i'm happie for her, that guy seems not bad.
hope that the two of them turn out well.
and when my senior saw them tog.
she started asking me, when is my turn.
hahahaaha
and she wanna start to match make me.
okie okie
its no hurry.
i can wait.
it is just that i dunno that feelin anymore.

i was talking in msn with this guy fren of mine on his expectations.
he told me he doesnt like gals who like to invest in alot on alot of guys.
gals nowadays like to know alot alot of guys
and then start choosing one from the all
and is indecisive on whether she shuld choose the tall one or the clever one.
hahahaha..
this guy is interesting..
and he started telling me he think a uni cert is nth.
he said cert is nth but money.
den we started talking on the world out here, blah blah.

sometimes, i think, why do we live.
when we know we will die sooner or later.
it is just like, why do we get into a relationship,
just to suffer the feeling of breakups, right?
we get into a relationship to breakup
we live to die.

am i on the right mind?hahaha

2006-07-03T11:57:00.000+08:00

you are interesting, indeed

2006-07-03T03:47:00.000+08:00

i enjoy tonight's talk.
i hope i get to noe u more..

2006-07-02T12:15:00.000+08:00

i lost total 75 bucks in world cup.
i m not betting anymore!!!
i swear.
sharks.

i realised, i m a very indecisive person.
i'm fickle minded.
i dunno what has changed me to this.
what will i become in the future.
i dunno.

2006-06-28T23:42:00.000+08:00

i went shopping with jas and later meet up with my cousin n her bf at bugis
i bought the nike bag!!!
ARGH. its my first love okie!
no la, actually love at the first sight
hahahahaha.
72.45 bucks, just wasted like this.
and i bought two tops.
total spent ard 100 bucks
so broke broke broke now can..

i went to find my senior
and saw that new part timer there too
as usual, he is damn quiet la..
hahahaha.
and at some time, my senior called me to go back to the counter.
n she did sth that make me so embarrassing la!!!!
hahaha.. well, i was surprised too of the outcome.

anyway, i guess nth will happen
cos i did not receive a reply
so... thats all folks..

2006-06-25T02:14:00.000+08:00

tuition-ed today for 2 and half hours.
tiring.
and rush down for k box since yf said her cell grp leader paid for my share.
okie, had a little timy bit of fun.
and went all the way to orchard.
i wanna do some shopping.
finish walking heeren but got nth.
went taka, MANGO again.
okie, i announce that there are more ranges of clothes there.
yes. AT TAKA. TAKA MANGO BASEMENT 1.
i couldnt find the skirt i wanted.
bought two tops instead
and the pple were...
i think almost the same as the number of clothes there.
hahahahahah.
i wanted to go ard the mango at town
but i need to rush for work
so only managed to visit the taka one.
okie the rest of MANGOs listen up
i will be back okie!
haahaha

i give up.

2006-06-23T10:57:00.000+08:00

mango sales starts from YESTERDAY!!
and it was really crazy..
my fren wake me up early in the morning at 9.
i thot i can meet my mum after her work at marina later
so i agreed to go suntec for mango sales!
piles and piles of clothes.
crowds and crowds of pple.
fat one thin one, tall one short one, young one old one also have.
all sorts of woman.
maybe there are trans and i dunno la.
hhahahaha.

there wasnt really much at the sales.
i went from suntec to marina.
it was really scary during lunch time.
i bought a top for 17 bucks, thats all.
these kiasu singaporeans,
the queue for fitting rooms were long man.
and they started to just pull over all the tops n bottom in front of any mirror.
hahahaaa.
but i realised, for mango tops, its only for those skinny skinny ones to wear.
not that there wasnt big sizes, but it doesnt look that good on bigger size pple.
like me.

and ya, my mum wasnt in marina when i called her
she was in chinatown.
and when i took a train down to chinatown.
she told me she needs to rush home.
and ask me to go home myself!!
i was so so so no mood by then.
and took 65 home from douby ghaut.
i need to do more shopping!!
before gss is over

there may be chance.
after that sweet talk ytd night..
=))

2006-06-22T00:56:00.000+08:00

my uncle got married last sun.
this is the second wedding in my family this year.
hahahaha, yeah!
den one of my uncle told me,
if the next time i get married, they need to book a coach out.
family too big!
hahahaah
yes, when my grandparents are still alive!
i will pray hard they will be.

2006-06-19T12:23:00.001+08:00

getting ready for tea session!!

2006-06-19T12:23:00.000+08:00

a closer look..

2006-06-19T12:22:00.001+08:00

young groom n young bride

2006-06-19T12:22:00.000+08:00

way too young!!

2006-06-19T12:21:00.001+08:00

with the bride.

2006-06-19T12:21:00.000+08:00

hey, we got couple face okie!!!

2006-06-19T12:20:00.001+08:00

take a look my new guy.. haha..

2006-06-19T12:20:00.000+08:00

mummy n daughter

2006-06-19T12:19:00.002+08:00

my small aunt n me

2006-06-19T12:19:00.001+08:00

=))

2006-06-19T12:19:00.000+08:00

beautiful

2006-06-19T12:18:00.001+08:00

sixth uncle small daughter, let me warn you. the family is full of daughters okie..

2006-06-19T12:18:00.000+08:00

little jane

2006-06-19T12:14:00.000+08:00

sixth uncle eldest daughter

2006-06-19T12:13:00.000+08:00

second uncle little daughter

2006-06-19T12:12:00.000+08:00

in this happie occasion..

2006-06-19T12:11:00.001+08:00

=))

2006-06-19T12:11:00.000+08:00

in that little dress

2006-06-19T12:10:00.000+08:00

here comes the groom n bride

2006-06-19T12:09:00.001+08:00

the wedding cake. mine will be bigger!! hahaha

2006-06-19T12:09:00.000+08:00

little angel

2006-06-19T12:07:00.000+08:00

cute right..

2006-06-19T12:06:00.001+08:00

salad prawn plus cereal prawns. yummie..

2006-06-19T12:06:00.000+08:00

halfway thru the wedding lunch..

2006-06-19T12:05:00.000+08:00

happily ever after =))

2006-06-15T21:26:00.000+08:00

my fever go up n down..
dunno why..
something is just wrong.. i shall wait till tml and see how.

i have decided.
love takes time.
i wont force myself to just get into one relationship for the sake of it.
cos i noe.
i wanna marry that guy.